I’m Feeling Down

I’m feeling down, I’m feeling blue
I hate myself through and through
I wish I could empty things from my mind
Be OK, be normal, relax and unwind

I have this cloud hanging over me
I know I will not ever be free
I’m stuck with these feelings for the rest of my life
I wish I could act like a normal wife

My head feels heavy, my heart is numb
I really hate what I have become
I know where it began but where will it end?
How long do I go on having to pretend
That life is good, things are alright
When all I’m doing is having to fight

I’m fed up of all this, can it end now?
I wish I could fix it but I just don’t know how